Pinhead
07-17-2009, 01:18 PM
It’s cold and dark everyday outside.
There’s no more kid’s laughing and no more joy in this little Suburb of less 200 citizens. Nobody wants to get out when the sun goes down and nobody wants to get in that town. The woods behind us are strictly prohibit since Jeremiah and John went play and never came back.
At night, you can hear some growling from the woods and sometimes from
here. 4 years ago, some men wanted to cross that wood to find a road on the other side for foods and supplies but they never came back; only one survived with
Minor injuries (our Grand-father);
His name was -----.
“Was” cause he killed himself, how? He said that a flower have a magic power.
He came back changed, he became violent
And he killed my grandmother; he eaten her, alive.
His body changed too.
Now, people knows what’s in those woods;
Lycanthrope; half -men, half -wolves.
Things from our dreams and freak stories that killed without mercy and came without warning. Our mothers told us when we were bad and wrong.”Go sleep honey or the bad wolves will eat you…ALIVE . If you have nightmares, just think about purple flowers and they ‘ll be gone”.
Maybe it’s cause we were kids, but few of us didn’t believe in those stories.
Our parents did because they saw and heard them.
But kids don’t because they were too young to understand what was going on around this town. For a 16 year old boy, I knew they exist and I knew they will come soon. A lice, my ex (close) friend, though I was crazy. I always knew things before everyone else just like my father who died drowned in the lake. They will come and find us again.
November 30
The sun was going down like every other nights. But maybe more red than usually. Maybe cause it was the full moon and the intense wind. Something was coming for us …
That night, for the first time of my life, we really heard them. I never been so scared about a sound that you know what is it but cannot know where it is. A powerful growling that give you goosebumps.
You can heard the bell from the Church for the first time in 4 years. It mean that someone saw them and he let us know that they are near and they come in our direction. We didn’t know what to do else than pray. I still remember mother in tears, crying and screaming. She fell on the ground with me in her arms.
I went outside (I was supposed to be in bed locked up) and everybody close doors and windows. I was alone with that damn cold wind on my face.
I was able to see the dark wood just in front of me, down the road and I didn’t know why but my legs were stuck on the ground, I couldn’t move. The sound that those things made was louder than ever. After an hour outside I finely heard what all of us feared the most; scream of men little bit further in the village.
There were here...
After 4 years of “peace and fear” they finely come back for us.
As a young adult the only thing a had in mind was to hide somewhere and never get back.
“If they are here, the wood is safe to be cross” .The madness thing I’ve ever think.
I finely crossed that dark and horrible wood,
So I leaved everything behind, relatives and my pregnant ex-friend and i started running in the woods to find the other road and village. It was so dark but the light of the full moon helped me to cross the trees. Every step I make was a scream and shot gun that I heard from the town. I was completely lost, scared and alone. I would loved to have someone who followed me; But the only one I can count on it’s me and that sharp stick that I was holding.
The sound of the wind was killing me; I could hardly breathe because I wanted to hear if something followed me.
I didn’t feel great and I was tired. I started to see things that doesn’t exist; a saw a knife, a weird necklace with crow skull and that damn flower that grow everywhere but I don’t already seen it.
Around 5 hours later…
I woke up in a little Indian village in the wood. Everyone was deadly killed except me.
I saw from my own eyes some dead bodies around me. I couldn’t take this so I puked on the bloody snowing ground.
In one second I saw 4 things that makes me feel completely mad again; that damn flower, blood, necklace from my dream and blood, again.
So I took that necklace on the ground (why? I still don’t know) and that purple flower.
I took a look around me and I saw in front of that little fire what they were talking about; that dead animal on the snowing ground. He was like 6 meters long with huge teeth in his mouth. It was dead for a long time cause the sense was horrible close him. It had knifes in his ribs
and eyes. He also had that necklace around his neck.
That flower was everywhere around me and on this thing. So maybe it’s true that it kills werewolves, “but how the hell I could protect myself with this little flower against those huge things”.
My health was not getting better cause everything around me looked black and gray and the insupportable silence around this dead place was surreal.
I was hungry and I thought to get back but the scream and fire shots I heard last night forced me to continue and pray to not be found. I was more scared to get back than stay in this wood that looked dead, bloody and empty.
Hour later…
I finally leave this base-camp with the necklace and few flowers in my pocket.
I pried for those dead person and women to help me.
I took some Indian clothes cause it was pretty cold there.
Just few minutes after leaving, I saw one of them in the darkness.
The way he moved and breath was not animal or human, but evil. He walked around me and I know that he smelled me.
I never ran so fast in my boring life. I was just thinking of waking up from this nightmare that ruined my life in few hours. After few minutes of run, my foot took a damn animal trap. It was so painful that I forgot why I was running for until I knew that what smelled me was not alone. One of them was just behind me, could felt him near me .I don’t know why but I hold my necklace in my hand and I screamed something like:” I will not die in this wood!”
He Jumped on me and hit me in the back
and legs.
I got out from that trap but my foot was not too bad and it was not broke so I was able to hit that thing with my wood stick.
He let me ran till a saw some smokes on the sky just like a chimney.
I was in bad condition but with success,
I entire that village with the growling near me, the blood I let on the ground didn’t helped me to hide or lose them.
I was so screaming and crying that they finely open the gate to let me in.
They talked to me about where and how I get those marks and scars on me.
I was not dead but I slept for 2 days before they woke me up.
They brang me foods and new clothes cause they said that I couldn’t stay there.
I stayed there for 1day, in a little room with someone behind the door. They knew that I’ve been bite by those things and I was a danger for them. They gave me some of the purple flower in my blood cause it was the only possibility to stop the “curse”, that’s how they called it.
They also told me that this flower’s name was A.U1805 B.C; a medicinal plant. It is anodyne (pain-reliever), diuretic (induces urination). Indian used it for poisoning spears and arrows. But for me it was just a damn WolfesBane.
They also told me that the infection I had was too important and the chance that my body gets well was not huge.
I had to wait for tomorrow morning to see if I was getting better or they said that they would have to kill me before I kill them.
I had to leave tonight cause I was not getting better at all and those injuries I had was gone in one night. Now, it was just scars.
My eyes were completely dry and very painful. I remember looking in a glass and seen some red in them. I knew that something was really wrong with me.
I waited for the shut down and I leaved this place before never wake up the next morning.
Last night, I saw a road beside the camp.
For the first time in few months, i was not cold anymore.
Nobody saw me get out of that place. I did not hear any growling from the woods.
I took my necklace and leaved. I was not scared to be found anymore.
I walked for an hour in this road and I saw a deer dead on the ground. He’s body was ripped off by something.
In 1 second, I had the worst feeling ever; the taste of blood was after me. I wanted to taste this thing and ripped is body again for blood and guts, I needed to eat this fresh meal.
But the blood in took from him make me sick and I freaked out to see what I was doing to this poor deer. It was not me!!
I was something else.
I knew that I became one of those goddamn force of nature.
I knew that having vision was not a good sign but after that moment of blood I had one…
A saw 2 young womens. The first one opened her hand with a knife and eated a dog. The second one was killing an Indian guy with that same knife. I don’t know who they are and I will probably never know but I had this vision for a full hour and every time, it was harder and painful. The sun was going down and I knew how it was to walk in darkness with evils around who got an eye on you.
I knew that they were close to me, I felt it. I was able to know where they were.
I saw the moon in the dark and cloudy sky.
I had another vision of those women and this time, I heard there voices ;
-Please, stay with me!
-Don’t leave me.
-I’m cold
-I’m not.
I saw those creatures and one of them bitted one of the 2 women.
After, I felt on the ground but this time I was awake and I felt the pain everywhere in my body. It was like burning alive. I heard my bones moving and my teeth growing.
My breath was accelerated and I was scared to have a heart attacked right there.
I felt the pain for 20 long minutes before being able to move and get up from the ground.
I piss some bloods because the pression I had in me was uncontrollable. I cut myself with my teeth and put some of the aconite but It was too late (I knew it), the curse was inside me.
It felt SO good inside to be a goddamn force of nature.
I was not the little boy who was scared of everything, I was not myself anymore.
I thing that’s why I turn back to get home cause I don’t wanted to be found or killed by someone.
All the way back home, some of those things followed me.
It was like if they were protected me or looking at me. I had the extreme power on anything.
The mess I was entered that village where I was born by those stupid and innocent human who gave me life.
I went home and I heard my new friends played with the dead through the window.
I also saw mother dead on my bed were she used to kiss me at night and told me that the wolves were BAD…
-“Shame on you mother!!!”
-“Now I am them”
- And we’ll be together forever.
I ripped her throat with my hands. It felt so good to have blood on me. A blood that was not mine.
She was not my mom anymore but just a damn meal for me and my friends.
I saw my nails growing up just in front of my red eyes and my skin became leather.
I went outside and I saw around 50 of those creatures running and eating everything that was still warmed. I didn’t believe it.
Just beside the house, I saw one of those boys who throwed me some rocks when I went home at night.
He was dead and he was missing an arm.
Not enough for me, I took my necklace and just before hitting his eye, I saw just one second through the window the shadow of those Women from my visions. They scared the shit out of me.
With one hand, I took of his fragile head and I throwed it through the window.
“Who the hell you are and what you want from me”
Maybe they don’t even exist.
Something human stayed in me and I realized what I was doing and who I become.
The shadow of those girls makes me realized what I just do to this dead.
That’s why I’m writing this, I can’t stay like that forever. Before losing my mind and make some growling like them;
I can’t stay alive.
My name is ----- JR and I should hang before it’s too late.
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Sorry for the english and mistakes, it's late, i'm drunk and fuckin tired!!!
There’s no more kid’s laughing and no more joy in this little Suburb of less 200 citizens. Nobody wants to get out when the sun goes down and nobody wants to get in that town. The woods behind us are strictly prohibit since Jeremiah and John went play and never came back.
At night, you can hear some growling from the woods and sometimes from
here. 4 years ago, some men wanted to cross that wood to find a road on the other side for foods and supplies but they never came back; only one survived with
Minor injuries (our Grand-father);
His name was -----.
“Was” cause he killed himself, how? He said that a flower have a magic power.
He came back changed, he became violent
And he killed my grandmother; he eaten her, alive.
His body changed too.
Now, people knows what’s in those woods;
Lycanthrope; half -men, half -wolves.
Things from our dreams and freak stories that killed without mercy and came without warning. Our mothers told us when we were bad and wrong.”Go sleep honey or the bad wolves will eat you…ALIVE . If you have nightmares, just think about purple flowers and they ‘ll be gone”.
Maybe it’s cause we were kids, but few of us didn’t believe in those stories.
Our parents did because they saw and heard them.
But kids don’t because they were too young to understand what was going on around this town. For a 16 year old boy, I knew they exist and I knew they will come soon. A lice, my ex (close) friend, though I was crazy. I always knew things before everyone else just like my father who died drowned in the lake. They will come and find us again.
November 30
The sun was going down like every other nights. But maybe more red than usually. Maybe cause it was the full moon and the intense wind. Something was coming for us …
That night, for the first time of my life, we really heard them. I never been so scared about a sound that you know what is it but cannot know where it is. A powerful growling that give you goosebumps.
You can heard the bell from the Church for the first time in 4 years. It mean that someone saw them and he let us know that they are near and they come in our direction. We didn’t know what to do else than pray. I still remember mother in tears, crying and screaming. She fell on the ground with me in her arms.
I went outside (I was supposed to be in bed locked up) and everybody close doors and windows. I was alone with that damn cold wind on my face.
I was able to see the dark wood just in front of me, down the road and I didn’t know why but my legs were stuck on the ground, I couldn’t move. The sound that those things made was louder than ever. After an hour outside I finely heard what all of us feared the most; scream of men little bit further in the village.
There were here...
After 4 years of “peace and fear” they finely come back for us.
As a young adult the only thing a had in mind was to hide somewhere and never get back.
“If they are here, the wood is safe to be cross” .The madness thing I’ve ever think.
I finely crossed that dark and horrible wood,
So I leaved everything behind, relatives and my pregnant ex-friend and i started running in the woods to find the other road and village. It was so dark but the light of the full moon helped me to cross the trees. Every step I make was a scream and shot gun that I heard from the town. I was completely lost, scared and alone. I would loved to have someone who followed me; But the only one I can count on it’s me and that sharp stick that I was holding.
The sound of the wind was killing me; I could hardly breathe because I wanted to hear if something followed me.
I didn’t feel great and I was tired. I started to see things that doesn’t exist; a saw a knife, a weird necklace with crow skull and that damn flower that grow everywhere but I don’t already seen it.
Around 5 hours later…
I woke up in a little Indian village in the wood. Everyone was deadly killed except me.
I saw from my own eyes some dead bodies around me. I couldn’t take this so I puked on the bloody snowing ground.
In one second I saw 4 things that makes me feel completely mad again; that damn flower, blood, necklace from my dream and blood, again.
So I took that necklace on the ground (why? I still don’t know) and that purple flower.
I took a look around me and I saw in front of that little fire what they were talking about; that dead animal on the snowing ground. He was like 6 meters long with huge teeth in his mouth. It was dead for a long time cause the sense was horrible close him. It had knifes in his ribs
and eyes. He also had that necklace around his neck.
That flower was everywhere around me and on this thing. So maybe it’s true that it kills werewolves, “but how the hell I could protect myself with this little flower against those huge things”.
My health was not getting better cause everything around me looked black and gray and the insupportable silence around this dead place was surreal.
I was hungry and I thought to get back but the scream and fire shots I heard last night forced me to continue and pray to not be found. I was more scared to get back than stay in this wood that looked dead, bloody and empty.
Hour later…
I finally leave this base-camp with the necklace and few flowers in my pocket.
I pried for those dead person and women to help me.
I took some Indian clothes cause it was pretty cold there.
Just few minutes after leaving, I saw one of them in the darkness.
The way he moved and breath was not animal or human, but evil. He walked around me and I know that he smelled me.
I never ran so fast in my boring life. I was just thinking of waking up from this nightmare that ruined my life in few hours. After few minutes of run, my foot took a damn animal trap. It was so painful that I forgot why I was running for until I knew that what smelled me was not alone. One of them was just behind me, could felt him near me .I don’t know why but I hold my necklace in my hand and I screamed something like:” I will not die in this wood!”
He Jumped on me and hit me in the back
and legs.
I got out from that trap but my foot was not too bad and it was not broke so I was able to hit that thing with my wood stick.
He let me ran till a saw some smokes on the sky just like a chimney.
I was in bad condition but with success,
I entire that village with the growling near me, the blood I let on the ground didn’t helped me to hide or lose them.
I was so screaming and crying that they finely open the gate to let me in.
They talked to me about where and how I get those marks and scars on me.
I was not dead but I slept for 2 days before they woke me up.
They brang me foods and new clothes cause they said that I couldn’t stay there.
I stayed there for 1day, in a little room with someone behind the door. They knew that I’ve been bite by those things and I was a danger for them. They gave me some of the purple flower in my blood cause it was the only possibility to stop the “curse”, that’s how they called it.
They also told me that this flower’s name was A.U1805 B.C; a medicinal plant. It is anodyne (pain-reliever), diuretic (induces urination). Indian used it for poisoning spears and arrows. But for me it was just a damn WolfesBane.
They also told me that the infection I had was too important and the chance that my body gets well was not huge.
I had to wait for tomorrow morning to see if I was getting better or they said that they would have to kill me before I kill them.
I had to leave tonight cause I was not getting better at all and those injuries I had was gone in one night. Now, it was just scars.
My eyes were completely dry and very painful. I remember looking in a glass and seen some red in them. I knew that something was really wrong with me.
I waited for the shut down and I leaved this place before never wake up the next morning.
Last night, I saw a road beside the camp.
For the first time in few months, i was not cold anymore.
Nobody saw me get out of that place. I did not hear any growling from the woods.
I took my necklace and leaved. I was not scared to be found anymore.
I walked for an hour in this road and I saw a deer dead on the ground. He’s body was ripped off by something.
In 1 second, I had the worst feeling ever; the taste of blood was after me. I wanted to taste this thing and ripped is body again for blood and guts, I needed to eat this fresh meal.
But the blood in took from him make me sick and I freaked out to see what I was doing to this poor deer. It was not me!!
I was something else.
I knew that I became one of those goddamn force of nature.
I knew that having vision was not a good sign but after that moment of blood I had one…
A saw 2 young womens. The first one opened her hand with a knife and eated a dog. The second one was killing an Indian guy with that same knife. I don’t know who they are and I will probably never know but I had this vision for a full hour and every time, it was harder and painful. The sun was going down and I knew how it was to walk in darkness with evils around who got an eye on you.
I knew that they were close to me, I felt it. I was able to know where they were.
I saw the moon in the dark and cloudy sky.
I had another vision of those women and this time, I heard there voices ;
-Please, stay with me!
-Don’t leave me.
-I’m cold
-I’m not.
I saw those creatures and one of them bitted one of the 2 women.
After, I felt on the ground but this time I was awake and I felt the pain everywhere in my body. It was like burning alive. I heard my bones moving and my teeth growing.
My breath was accelerated and I was scared to have a heart attacked right there.
I felt the pain for 20 long minutes before being able to move and get up from the ground.
I piss some bloods because the pression I had in me was uncontrollable. I cut myself with my teeth and put some of the aconite but It was too late (I knew it), the curse was inside me.
It felt SO good inside to be a goddamn force of nature.
I was not the little boy who was scared of everything, I was not myself anymore.
I thing that’s why I turn back to get home cause I don’t wanted to be found or killed by someone.
All the way back home, some of those things followed me.
It was like if they were protected me or looking at me. I had the extreme power on anything.
The mess I was entered that village where I was born by those stupid and innocent human who gave me life.
I went home and I heard my new friends played with the dead through the window.
I also saw mother dead on my bed were she used to kiss me at night and told me that the wolves were BAD…
-“Shame on you mother!!!”
-“Now I am them”
- And we’ll be together forever.
I ripped her throat with my hands. It felt so good to have blood on me. A blood that was not mine.
She was not my mom anymore but just a damn meal for me and my friends.
I saw my nails growing up just in front of my red eyes and my skin became leather.
I went outside and I saw around 50 of those creatures running and eating everything that was still warmed. I didn’t believe it.
Just beside the house, I saw one of those boys who throwed me some rocks when I went home at night.
He was dead and he was missing an arm.
Not enough for me, I took my necklace and just before hitting his eye, I saw just one second through the window the shadow of those Women from my visions. They scared the shit out of me.
With one hand, I took of his fragile head and I throwed it through the window.
“Who the hell you are and what you want from me”
Maybe they don’t even exist.
Something human stayed in me and I realized what I was doing and who I become.
The shadow of those girls makes me realized what I just do to this dead.
That’s why I’m writing this, I can’t stay like that forever. Before losing my mind and make some growling like them;
I can’t stay alive.
My name is ----- JR and I should hang before it’s too late.
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Sorry for the english and mistakes, it's late, i'm drunk and fuckin tired!!!